Recently, I realized that I was so stressed out, I was becoming depressed. I needed to nap an hour every day at the same time. I thought it was just my body’s way of resting up, so I could continue working into the night. It became habitual, so I didn’t think anything of it. After crying spurts over the weekend about missing my mother who’s been deceased for almost 20 years, I realized that over the past few months I neglected my mental health. Of course, depression was starting to set in and I was stressed out.
Like I mentioned in an earlier blog post, this time of the year is not my favorite since my birthday and hers are in late April followed by Mother’s Day. What I just realized this year is that I had been ignoring this time of year instead of celebrating it in a positive light. Why not celebrate Mother’s Day a different way by writing her letters about all of the good things that have been happening in my life? I like that. I just wish I would have thought of it sooner, and I wish I would have been gentle with myself instead of stressing myself out. How can you transform an unpleasant time of the year into a better one?